Tonights Playlist

Title: <3
Songs (in no particular order):

Hold On - Michael Buble
Song for You - Michael Buble
Highway 20 Ride - Zac Brown Band
Paperweight - Joshua Radin & Schuyler Fisk
Untouchable - Taylor Swift
When I Look at You - Miley Cyrus
Gravity - Sara Bareilles
Everything - Lifehouse
From Where You Are - Lifehouse
Hills and Valleys - The Rocket Summer
I Believe in You - Tyler HIlton

Every few days I made a playlist to fall asleep to - I think at this point I probably have about four 'sleep' playlists on my iPod - I try to remember to delete some after a few months of not listening.  Falling asleep is usually quite a simple task for me - takes max 10 minutes; but lately, it has taken longer.....some nights I only sleep for a few hours.  I think creating soothing playlists really help calm me down, and make it a little easier to fall asleep.  But then, the rational/logical side of me knows the reasons I am having trouble sleeping - I'm just avoiding them.....

<3 ~ <3

A friend of mine is restarting is weight loss/life changing project again; while I am glad he is doing this again, I am also quite jealous.  Sometimes I really wish I had the drive and the determination to actually follow through with something like this.  I've tried so many things, but nothing ever seems to stick - and it sucks.  I'm hoping that if I follow him on his journey, some of this determination will rub off on me and I will finally be able to actually succeed for once.

Being a girl really sucks sometimes.  *sigh*  I guess I should head off to bed now, I have to be up in 6 hours - I am SO over this early morning roll out!! - and I need to make sure I'm productive and get my projects done.....oh yeah, and make the bus and remember to pack a healthy lunch.  Only four more weeks until school is done, only four more weeks until school is done.......

old pictures, new editing

While I usually just write here, I was looking through my computer and remembered that I had these and wanted to post them - I figured this was as good a place as any.  Enjoy and the attempt at snarky humor will return soon.

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my beautiful little sister

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BIG SMILE!!

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the pink hat

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*kiss*

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ecstatic

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ecstatic - long shot

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portrait

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silliness

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close up

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far away

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X marks the spot

A & M are at it again...........

M: OMG I saw a guy reading Eclipse while he was on the bike
A:  I hope u squeed and giggled.......
M:No. I just complimented him on his book choice and moved on
A: Awww I would've asked what part he was on.......than tell him edward dies, bella moves in with the vamp chick that's been hunting her, and then run away laughing :D
M: I would have said Bella runs off to the Amazon to fuck one of the werejaguars
A:Yeah, well? Ur imagination is a BIT more complex than mine ^-^
M: lol
     I've thought about it a bit more then you I guess. lol :)
A: Uh, yeah.  I like it as it (:
M: I can't remember if I ever finished Eclipse. In fact i'm pretty sure I never have
A: U didn't miss much........personally it was my least favorite of the saga
M: I gave up halfway through.  Just wasn't feeling it?
A: Yeah, it was tension and firmly setting in stone that it would always be edward and bella
     and that they were both self sacrificing idiots
M: Did Bella try to die for Edward again?
A: Probably and then I believe they teamed up with jacob to save her
M: or vice versa?
     Like always.  But there's always Jake to the rescue.
     I love that scene.  He backpeddles so fast. Lol

M totally gets me!! <3

your mental age is your real age added together

"Life is too important to be taken seriously." ~Oscar Wilde

life sucks

than you die.  then it sucks some more.

sex and death 101

Write what you know, that's what people are always saying.  When you write, you are suppose to write what you know, but how do you write what you know when you know very little about a whole lot of things?  How do you write what you know when people attack you for writing what you know - because they know more and they flaunt it in your face.  They make you feel bad for not knowing as much as they do?



I guess you just have to keep writing and hope that someday, someone, somewhere will get it.....until then, you just smile and nod.....