Tonights Playlist

Title: <3
Songs (in no particular order):

Hold On - Michael Buble
Song for You - Michael Buble
Highway 20 Ride - Zac Brown Band
Paperweight - Joshua Radin & Schuyler Fisk
Untouchable - Taylor Swift
When I Look at You - Miley Cyrus
Gravity - Sara Bareilles
Everything - Lifehouse
From Where You Are - Lifehouse
Hills and Valleys - The Rocket Summer
I Believe in You - Tyler HIlton

Every few days I made a playlist to fall asleep to - I think at this point I probably have about four 'sleep' playlists on my iPod - I try to remember to delete some after a few months of not listening.  Falling asleep is usually quite a simple task for me - takes max 10 minutes; but lately, it has taken longer.....some nights I only sleep for a few hours.  I think creating soothing playlists really help calm me down, and make it a little easier to fall asleep.  But then, the rational/logical side of me knows the reasons I am having trouble sleeping - I'm just avoiding them.....

<3 ~ <3

A friend of mine is restarting is weight loss/life changing project again; while I am glad he is doing this again, I am also quite jealous.  Sometimes I really wish I had the drive and the determination to actually follow through with something like this.  I've tried so many things, but nothing ever seems to stick - and it sucks.  I'm hoping that if I follow him on his journey, some of this determination will rub off on me and I will finally be able to actually succeed for once.

Being a girl really sucks sometimes.  *sigh*  I guess I should head off to bed now, I have to be up in 6 hours - I am SO over this early morning roll out!! - and I need to make sure I'm productive and get my projects done.....oh yeah, and make the bus and remember to pack a healthy lunch.  Only four more weeks until school is done, only four more weeks until school is done.......