take my hand, take my whole life too

apparently I'm allowed to be attracted to guys. I always figured that because I'm fat and not particularly good looking, that I shouldn't even bother. that it would be like when I was in k-12 and my affections wouldn't be returned so why bother. but after talking to one of my new coworkers, it's dawned on me that size shouldn't stop me. that even we larger ladies can find love. this is quite an interesting idea and will involve much thinking and pondering.