Six billion secrets

I have been in a lot of pain lately.
Doctors think it might be ovarian cancer.
God. If your going to give me cancer, just please cure a child from cancer.
I'll take their place. I'm strong enough to make it.

Mar 20, 2011 @ 11:00 am by Rkay – Hope

when i read this, i immediately burst into tears.  not because of how selfless this person is acting (they are); not because my dad (and so many of my family members) have had cancer.  but because i am afraid that there might seriously be something wrong with me and i would hate for my life to end just as it's really, truly beginning. (and i realize that is a very selfish thing to say after reading this, but it's the truth - and i had to put it SOMEWHERE)...