After a very long, very important conversation with Gabe last night, I realized that a few things needed to change so that I will actually succeed. I started out simple - small things like putting inspirational messages on my mirror and changing my blog - and I will work up towards the bigger things.
While Gabe issued me a challenge, and I know he is already working on a challenge of his own, I plan to also keep him accountable. I will work on my stuff and blow him away with how fantastic I will be, but he will have to do the same. I am not sure if I am going to let him in on this personal things of mine; but then again, if he still reads this, he'll know. Maybe that's what it will be - written here and simply put into practice.
Last night I started to shape my plan, I cannot wait for it to start, but I have given myself until 04 April to get everything in order and officially start. From then on, it will be all me; although I might enlist Jo's help - that's what roomies are for, right??
I realize that this is all very vague, but I am not entirely sure how much of this I want to put into to words - especially so early on. I might simply make a note of it and then when the time is right, put it here. That part is kind of up in the air; but I am sure of one thing right now: I have found my motivation, I just need to get going - get started.
[EDIT] 05/02: Elle is right...I'm a great planner, but I have no follow through. I guess it's kinda hard to have follow through when you can no longer comprehend why you started in the first place...
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