if you have made it here, you have stumbled upon the thoughts, writings, and random musings of a girl who is unsure of almost everything in life except one thing: the greatest thing you will ever learn, is just to love and be so loved in return.
(and who is also known to make a spelling/word error or two)
I'm starting to hate this person I'm becoming...but I don't know how to be any different. And what's worse: I don't know if I want to.
I wish I didn't have so much time alone to think; it's gut wrenchingly annoying and bothersome.
I have faced this situation myself so many times in the past that i am now sick of this feeling myself... If someone has to love me then they will anywaiz love no matter what i make if myself... And others who don't care even today won't care if what i become. Now i have left it to the power people call "God".
sometimes i wonder WHY we feel like this? I think that was always my hang up: wanting someone to want me exactly as i am. And while this is a good thing, I think it is also important to be willing to change, granted not your core being or your whole self.
i don't really know - i'm just thinking too much :/
I have faced this situation myself so many times in the past that i am now sick of this feeling myself... If someone has to love me then they will anywaiz love no matter what i make if myself... And others who don't care even today won't care if what i become. Now i have left it to the power people call "God".
ReplyDeleteI know exactly how it feels....
sometimes i wonder WHY we feel like this? I think that was always my hang up: wanting someone to want me exactly as i am. And while this is a good thing, I think it is also important to be willing to change, granted not your core being or your whole self.
ReplyDeletei don't really know - i'm just thinking too much :/